Impulse

Cannot sleep again. Head's a whirl, heart in a stony vise.

Pain. Lying in bed is so...painful...

Feel like going somewhere, anywhere...nowhere.

Suddenly the house seems too small...nowhere to run.

Feel like running fast and far...running till my heart bursts.

Feel like riding hard and fast to somewhere far away...non stop all the way.

Feel like falling endlessly...will the culmination mean the end to this pain?

Feel like...doing anything...desperate to be rid of this horrid, empty feeling within.

Feel like a bloody ant being squished by a pudgy finger...inevitable, inescapable conclusions.

Feel like....feel like.......................................................




there's only 1 person in this world who can stop my pain, fill the void...only 1







but will she......?










feel like dying...

Riding hard, fast, safely AND taking a few corners.