Mental Agony

"Why? WHY?!" The mental screaming goes on and on in my head...incessantly. Was it something I did? A shortcoming? Someone make me understand why she treats me like that when she claims to love me. Did I do something wrong? DID I?!? Do I always have to be the tolerant one? Oh God...can I truely last a year without her? WHY!??!?

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