Backlash

From today onwards, I shall make it an effort to blog daily. I may look back on this entry in the future and 'bah' at myself but well....
I realised some of my earlier entries are missing -_-'
I realised some kids have blogs that are more attractive, interactive and lively than mine own.
I realised I no longer know how to make my blog, or any webpage for that matter, attractive.
I realised my old temper is returning.
I'm pissed at people from church. Sometimes I don't know why I'm pissed at them but I am. Should I just throw this down and walk away? Seems so easy. Why is it so easy for them to irritate, frustrate and anger me when I'm supposed to have made my fuse so hard to light?
Do I tolerate? Do I lash out? All this reason vs. emotion shit that goes around....argh~!!
Someone said it was a misunderstanding. Even so, God made me able to get angry, and given the right circumstances I will. And these people provided the right circumstances. So what now?

MZ says I should change my ride and Weiquan agrees. (Oh yeah...finally got to meet Weiquan after so long. He's riding a RS-125 Aprilla Replica). He thinks my bike's not suited for me coz I've been in 5 accidents for the past 1 1/2 years of riding. But of all those, the 1st was due to my poor judgement and mental reaction, the 2nd was because of poor anticipation and again mental reaction, the 3rd...ok la was unlucky but I could have continued behind that Space Wagon, the 4th could have been avoided if I didn't speed up, and the last...well. 1 unlucky accident of the lot. But still, Dad thinks I shouldn't change my ride.

Valor Morghulis~All man must die
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