Seeking Solace

Didn't go to school today.

Went elsewhere. Seeking solace from the harsh environment the staff room has recently morphed into. Went back to lala land.

I don't think I can take much more of this. Going to school. Knowing its all so pointless. Knowing that given my current rate of motivation, I'm probably doing the kids more harm than good teaching them. Knowing I have to face that balding someone. Knowing that there is no meaning. Facing the superficial smiles from my colleagues. Being aware of the bias. Having to endure through all that. Counting down the minutes till the end of school even as I step into school on a new day. Carry on? I think I'll pass.

I went to LAB in the rain. Met WeiZ, shoei & Ivy and proceeded to Motoworld. There, we managed to haggle the price of a spanking new pair of sunglasses and a new hairdo for my SV400s to $100, saying that since the bike was so rare, if I hadn't come along he wouldn't have been able to sell off those stock. My bike looks so trick and racing now, but the headlights are super dim. Now I have more stuff to do up. The LEDs for my dashboard, the mesh and the pole lights for starters. Maybe after I stop teaching I'll do those myself. Gives me some motivation at least. Then I can do up my tamiya bikes that have been collecting dust ever since I started teaching.

Haiz...

Guess I'll tender my resignation tomorrow...

Riding hard, fast, safely AND taking a few corners.