Went to school for the P1 orientation to help out with
the registration process. Ended up initialling only one parent's coz I had 'some'
trouble translating the form into mandarin for her benefit.
Went home to have an afternoon nap, during which Daniel came over to visit.
Got jio-ed by Bear to go to Double O, so pried myself out of bed at 9pm and
trotted down in the MRT to Bugis to meet Corn Soup and Fox_V.
My 1st serious clubbing session since I got my bike. If I didn't enjoy the last
outing with MZ and Invader @ that sleazy joint Cheeky Monkeys, I must say
I thoroughly enjoyed
this session. Good retro music to set my mood straight,
good crowd (no xiao ah pi shaking their noggin' to techno trashies), real
cheap drinks...MZ wasn't kidding when he said this was a better place to hang
out. I've never really enjoyed at a joint, at least not this much. Gee, I may even
begin to like it.
There were a couple of bapoks trying to groove to the tunes...*puke*
Damn disgusting lor...I mean...if you're a man, act like a man. If you wanna act
like a woman, at least have the decency to
look like a woman, and NOT like a
man in make up...ugh~
Was actually moving to the beat when they twirled into sight...and I suddenly
didn't feel like moving anymore... -_-'
And that's when I noticed this chick making eyes at me. She had this black
number on, with a dangerously plunging neckline that displayed her cleavage
to her best advantage, and she kept giving me those meaningful glances.
When I didn't respond, she started moving closer (while dancing) until she
was right in front of me. Maybe she was giving me an opportunity to pick her
up? By then, everyone with me had noticed, and were giving me little nudges.
I dunno if I was being over-sensitive or not, but when she planted herself in
front of me (back facing), her moves suddenly included a host of sexual overtures.
Well...one of the nudges was a little on the hard side and I lost my balance. Think
her friend got du lanz and pulled her off the dance floor, where she continued to
eye me and actually beckoned me. Wa...temptation resist mode on~! I should
be thankful I was stone sober at that time, or who knows what stupid thing I
might have done...still remember the time I cracked a half-boiled egg on the
table next to the plate and almost ate it from the table when I was boozed out
before.
This adds to the many times I've had to resist such temptations. It's not really
helping that I miss her so much, that I yearn for her...
Sometimes, when she rails at me for going out with other girls and stuff, part
of me does question the point of resisting all these temptations in order to
remain faithful to her, when she's so suspicious in the 1st place. I know.
She's suspicious and easily jealous because she cares for me, and doesn't
want to lose me. But still, it's pretty upsetting that I get accused of 'flirting'
around when I've actually rejected sexual overtures, whether overt or
explicit, on more than one occasion.
But still, knowing that she cares for me...that's what matters. Some will say
I'm stupid to have passed up such chances. Others will say that its very 'wasted'.
Me? I'll just stick to my principles and see how things turn out.
Frankly, I have the niggling feeling she'll be upset if she reads this. Upset that
there actually WAS a temptation for me. That there was the slightest possibility,
that I actually thought of it, much less struggled against those thoughts.
My only defence is, being human, and a male at that, my body is conditioned
to respond to such messages, whether I like it or not. Being a man, a physical
response is a reality. I only ask that she will consider the mental response,
and appreciate the effort that I took to resist, if anything.
I'd been drinking vodka the entire night, and made the mistake of taking a
sip out of Bear's bourbon coke. While my alcoholic tolerance was
uncharacteristically high that night (I only got 'high' while we were about to
leave), my stomach has never been able to stomach (forgive the pun) a
mix of two different types of liquor.
I woke up at 7am this morning, with my stomach churning and a slight
headache...maybe coz not enough sleep. Definately not a hangover coz
I didn't drink enough for that to happen. Ended up with the need to
output in the toilet every 5 minutes for the entire morning till noon.
Lesson learnt? No mix for me...
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